Seeking something

July 12, 2011

I feel all out of sorts lately. Nothing I invest my time in seems to be getting me anywhere. I feel like everyone else is making better choices and finding time to do all the things I want to do. I hate that I feel paralyzed by my own self, with no good reason: I’m [...]

On waiting for life to happen

June 30, 2011

I was just on Skype and I spoke with one of my girl crushes*: a girl I met on an online forum years ago. She seemed at the time to be living the life I had wanted for myself: she was a medical doctor who was nearly done with school, fit and toned and dating [...]

Eventually about piercing my nose

May 11, 2011

I’m a Christian. It would be nice if declaring myself as such, going to church weekly, and reading my bible regularly (which I don’t do) could automatically make me an improved person from my former self but I am living proof that it doesn’t. What I mean is that you don’t get to live your [...]

I can’t speak and I look like yuck

February 18, 2011

Warning: this entry is all over the place. Yes, more than usual. I love writing to express myself. The older I get the more apparent it is that I am a terrible oral communicator. My thoughts are all over the place; writing allows me to throw said words on a page, then rearrange them until [...]